Archive for July, 2012

July 28, 2012

It has been 9 months already?
9 months is not exactly a year, but it seems like an eternity to me…

9 months since we moved…
9 months of regrets…

Things have worked out for him (thanks God)
but for me… I’m going backward

I am faced each day with the biggest dilemma of my life. 
Not where I see myself at a year ago. 

I’m not fearless, but I have always been able to keep it at bay.
Nothing have ever make me afraid before…

until now,

What do you do when you see your hope, dream, and stability slowly slipping through your grasp..


you fight harder! yes… of course!!

July 22, 2012

I write HERE… often

but Xanga,
it is really my private sanctuary… 


July 21, 2012

How do I achieve balance?

I have everything to make me happy relationship wise, spiritual wise
however… my career seems to come to halt at this little ‘loathsome’ place

I don’t really know how much longer I can stay sane here…
an answer please?

July 5, 2012

He puts on his brand new pair of shade today and I felt a rush inside.. 
What a hottie! – I was thinking

Yes..I have the hots for my husband…

lol, what’s it like to crushing on the one you already have? 
let me tell you that it is a wonderful feeling…
I should really write a poem about this…
Will this be the first? Remind me to Google…